i really blame it on being an msn junkie for my despicable english vocabulary and grammer these days...

Fake Edit:See what i mean?

Maybe its the physical thing.. i attract more men...and less words come out of my mouth.what a stupified statement that is.

My english teacher would vomit blood if he ever saw my written english . Maybe i am over exaggerating a little.

soul mate

my life is pretty much evaluated to a point where , its jus complicated on the whole. Complicated meaning, no solutions, never -solving problems , always hurting and very little control at any point of time.

I am however responsible for the situation to be as such.
My heart is the soul culprit .

These are the times i wish i had someone to hug, the times i had someone to cry my lungs out, the times when i jus could lie on the shoulders and feel warmth.

Im sick of having instances like this where im unable fully express any emotion and jus get to the zombie mode.


I miss him terribly. Men jus come and go...most of them that ive met... they always want something... Including "HIm"...but why do i still only think and feel abt him.. when hes the least who gives a two shit about me..

Kanda naal muthalai Kathal Peruguthadi

Kanda naal muthalai Kathal peruguthaadi ...
Kanda naal muthaalai Kaathal Peruguthadi..
Kaiyinil Vael Pidithaa kaarunai sivaa baalanai..
kanda naal muthaalai kathal peruguthadi

white or black

Would the background of the world we see be in white light or pitch darkness,
If it was pitch dark, Would there be blind people in our world?
Would the rainbows show different array of greys instead.
Would the sun be just a ball of white.
would the moon be as special as it is now?
Would we have better light in 3rd world countries
Can you still sing roses are red and violets are blue..
Would we ever see the beautiful corals of the sea
Would we be able to differenciate Blood from water..
Would it make a difference anyway?
Would there be skincolor discrimination?
would beauty still matter?
Would there be color or b/w options
Would you consider dying your hair white instead?
Would popstars take an all black policy and rockstars , white?
Would there be Black lies instead of white lies.
Would you have a shade of grey preference?
Would you be able to have dark vision?
would Cameleons be stil be able to change their color..
IF...


ONLY What if ,one day it rains and drains the world of its colors..

Trauma of pagar

You would think its amazon only if you entered that area in the mornings and evenings.It is the ultimate corporate district.And you'd think its probably the most civilized.---WRONG!!Its 10 times more horrific in the sense of common courtesy or let alone a smile in any of the commuters faces.Sure they look good with their gucci wallets,prada shoes and Dior smell.Maybe its due to the work-pressure..or maybe they jus forgot how to be nice.

The thing is the 3 hr journey back and forth is a Drag everday,And early mornings can make you irritable when you get Squished into those Train cabins ,with your butt hittin someones bag and you feel an Itch on your elbows.And your Slightest Move could trigger a WWIII .

And on the contrary at Nights,its so secluded as if there was no human existance to begin with in the city.Its a ghost town to a night owl.


I Shall begin this blog by shedding light from the 200 meters of the Busiest tower.